its just me

im moving tumblr. im really moving. my life is changing so fast its getting hard to keep up, but i will. im excited and nervous and anxious, i just want to get my life started. so many obstacles keep getting in my way, but one by one, im over coming them. the most important thing is surrounding yourself with positivity and just never taking no for an answer. in the good sense of course. i have so much on my mind, so much to get out, but i cant. its not the right time. but soon my dear friend, tumblr. soon

i just feel weird. i feel out of place everywhere i go. everything i do doesnt seem right. it all seems fake. like this cant be my life. this cant be where life has brought me to. dont get me wrong. i have happy times. i have good times. but it just sucks when the times that seem perfect get ruined by others actions. i guess it just goes to show that nothing is perfect and it never will be. im confused, im lost in all these emotions im feeling right now. i guess just sometimes i wish things were different. i wish you werent so selfish and you would consider how your actions effect other people, i wish you would see that timing is everything and knowing when is the right time and acting on it is key, i wish you would see that i appreciate you and that theres just some things you have to change and im willing to work at and i know will take time and understanding, i wish you would just give me a try, the real me, get to know me, and see how you feel, i wish you would come back to me, i wish you would show me youre a real friend, i wish i were closer to you because i know things could be great, i wish you would just listen to me and hear me out .. all these things are dedicated to someone different, and some to different people with the same problem.. idk i had to get it out. anonymously or not. im broken

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